Friday, July 27, 2007

..........so wrong and yet so right

hmmmmmm....
This "forbidden love" seemed doomed before it started,
What wasn't just half flirtation, but ended up becoming whole hearted.
Now I try to make sence of this unique situation!
Through all that we been through, parting can't be our destination.
Yet when I look into your eyes and you smile back at me,
It is like a sight that only the privileged of men should get to see.
And through the rough times you were there to strengthen and give me power,
I just can't see walking away from you just because our courtship was not to be.
Yet I think about you and my heart starts beating fast and my emotions start to bubble,
I know that these feelings inside are going to get my arse in trouble.
Believing you will be here when the buildings fall and the rubble disappears.

Being not only one but a friend lending an ear
That's real to me, you give me an option and do not press the issue!
What is a man to do when he doesn't want to leave but does not want to dismiss you?

If loving you is wrong why does it feel so right?
And if I have to sleep without wishing u goodnight, I don't want to sleep another lonely night
This feeling of pain from being wrong and feeling right
Has my play list on all of the saddest of songs
I'm miserable, incomplete and mad at myself and no one else
Maybe I should do the honorable thing of just being by myself
Urgh!! :)